Several times every year, I am
approached by individuals or couples in Orange County who would like to
know more about converting to Judaism. “What does it entail?” I am
asked. “And how does ‘converting Orthodox’ differ from converting
with a Conservative or Reform Rabbi? What will be expected of me?
Will my children be accepted as Jewish?”
The brief answer is:
it is not that simple. We are Orthodox.
Consequently, our very world view of conversion is defined by our
understanding of G-d’s word as articulated in the Written Torah and
amplified in the Oral Law. Thus, a conversion to Judaism is not
merely about joining a new family or joining a new team. It is not
merely about changing holidays, learning some Hebrew, singing “Hava
Nagila,” or showing a love for Israel or feeling bad about the
Holocaust. Rather, conversion is about adopting a new personal
way of life.
I cannot adequately emphasize that last sentence. When you convert to Judaism, your entire lifestyle changes – forever. You begin every morning by reciting certain prayers. If you are male, you not only must pray three times daily, but you must don tefillin every morning for the rest of your life (except for Sabbaths, Biblical festivals, and one modified rule on a specific Fast Day) – and you must worship daily in a minyan service at synagogue. Your eating habits will change – because they must. You no longer will eat non-kosher food or patronize restaurants that lack proper kosher supervision and certification. For the rest of your life, you will wait several hours after eating meat or poultry before you may eat something dairy. Every week, your Friday nights (after sunset) and Saturdays (until nightfall) will be governed by the rules of the “Day of Rest.” Some of those rules will delight you. Some will take some time assimilating into your view of “rest.” When you are invited to a “wine and cheese” social, you will be concerned whether the wine is kosher and whether the cheese is kosher – so, typically, you will not attend wine-and-cheese events sponsored outside your new faith community. Meanwhile, you will be expected to spend the rest of your life making some time every day, at least some time every week, to learn and study Torah texts, to keep growing. Your children, when you have them, will have to attend a yeshiva day school. Not a public school. Not a “community Jewish school.” And even your personal lives, the intimacy of husband and wife, will be governed by Torah law.
That’s a whole bunch for
an opening paragraph. But there is so very much more. And
that is why, unlike a “Reform conversion” or a “Conservative
conversion,” an “Orthodox conversion” entails and demands so much more
than just learning the laws and lifestyle. Rather, you will
have to live the laws and lifestyle -- for the rest of your life.
And for that reason, your conversion will take quite a bit longer than
the other kinds of programs. Because your study regime will be
aimed not merely at teaching you the information but also at helping
guide you into absorbing the information and assimilating our practices
and beliefs into the rest of your life’s works.
Remember that high school course
in which you scored an “A” on your final exam and report card – but
whose substance you barely remember today? Maybe it was biology
class. Maybe world history. You memorized everything there
was to know about the amoeba or the paramecium. You memorized all
the dynasties of China’s early power families. You memorized the
kings of France and England, the dates of their wars. You knew it
all so perfectly for the final exam, and your “A” on the report card
demonstrated your knowledge.
But today you are a doctor, and
you don’t know the “Wars of the Roses” from the “War of the Roses.”
The Hundred Years War? Henry I? Henry II? John I?
John II? How many Johns were there? Henrys? And, for
that matter,
Phillips? And
forget about King
James.
When you study for
“conversion” outside an Orthodox Torah framework, your teachers
will have a curriculum for you, and they will teach you. You will
learn a great deal. You will take the test. Your program may
run three months. Maybe six months. Maybe a bit longer.
But – five years later –
will you be reciting the blessing thanking G-d for water before you
drink a cup of water? Will you be reciting the blessings thanking
G-d for other foods? After your meals, will you be reciting the
closing blessings? Will you be at daily services, donning
tefillin, praying the services daily? Will you be living
what you were taught? Maybe.
By
contrast, there is no “maybe” in an Orthodox “conversion.” Your
program will last longer – much longer. At least a year.
More like two years. Sometimes even longer. You not only
will learn the curriculum, but you will live it – every day, every meal,
every Sabbath, every holiday. You will be expected, within six
months, to be residing within a half-mile’s walking-distance from your
sponsoring rabbi’s Orthodox synagogue. If I am your sponsoring
Rav, for example, you will have to be residing within half a mile of my
Shul. Even as you study a comprehensive curriculum with your
assigned mentor, meeting once every week, you also will be required to
attend my weekly Tuesday night class on Chumash/ Rashi commentary/
Contemporary Halakhah (Jewish Law and Practice). Families in my
shul will invite you to join them for Shabbat meals. Often, Ellen
and I will ask you to join us and our invited guests for a Shabbat or
Yom Tov (Holiday) meal. We will talk. We will learn.
We will laugh. And, in a very real way, we will become extended
family.
Your weekly
class with the mentor will continue, week after week. Your
attendance at my weekly Tuesday night Chumash-Rashi-Halakhah class will
continue, week after week. You will attend Shul, recite blessings
of thanks, and increasingly take on more and more of the Torah
lifestyle. For a year. Longer.
All the while, your progress will
be monitored by the Beth Din (Rabbinic Panel) of the Rabbinical Council
of California (RCC). It will be they who initially approve you for
the “conversion” program. You will meet with them in Los Angeles
once every three months, or so, as they monitor your progress and
growth, get to know you. And it will be they who ultimately signal
the “green light” – again, perhaps after a year, perhaps after two
years, perhaps even longer – for your day of “conversion.”
So, with that introduction, let’s
look closer at the “nuts and bolts” – the steps along the path:
I.
First, I will ask you to write me a substantive note, a letter or statement as to what you are looking for. What motivates your query. Why you would want to take on such a life. Tell me your story.
Through my offices, as your sponsoring rabbi, I will guide you as you begin the process that culminates in your living an absolutely Torah-true life, observing the Shabbat according to its laws, eating strictly kosher in and out of the home, etc.
You will not be alone. Ellen and I are close with at least 15 couples in which a spouse, typically the wife, has converted to Judaism, while the Jewish-born spouse, typically the husband, has become Torah-observant en route. Presently, I am working with three more such couples on an active “conversion” path. During these past few months, we recently celebrated two new “conversions.”
The thing is, I can sponsor a “conversion” only when the prospective convert (and the significant other, where there is a couple) undertake unequivocally to live a fully Torah-directed life, which means in short time – observing Shabbat (which not only includes attending worship services on Shabbat, but also means no more driving on Shabbat, no turning lights on and off, no TV on Shabbat, no money, not using the phone, etc.); observing kashrut (including establishing a kitchen with two sets of dishes/ flatware/ cookware, strict purchase of kosher-only cheeses, breads, and wines, and evolving towards kosher-only eating out of the home, too).
To reach this level of practice, it becomes absolutely mandatory within the first six months that you are in the program for you to establish a permanent residency within walking distance of my Shul. Otherwise, how can I observe and celebrate your growth and evolution, invite you occasionally for Shabbat meals spontaneously, and assure you are plugged into other avenues of Shabbat meal invites? That is, how else can I sponsor you?
So, as Step One, please write me your
story. Thereafter, perhaps, we can set a meeting.
Once I have read your story, we can set a time to sit and meet in my office. I can share insights with you, and you can emerge better informed of what it means to become a Jew – really, authentically, to become and live as a Jew as that term and lifestyle have been understood for thousands of years.
If you choose to proceed
after we have met, your next step on the “conversion” process entails
your calling Rav Union, the executive director of the Rabbinical Council
of California (RCC). You would tell Rav Union that you have met with Rav
Dov Fischer in Irvine, who laid out the process for you. As noted
above, it is a process that can take maybe two years, maybe more – well
transcending a year of study . . . as the period of study also
begins the period of practice, and it can take some two years of practice,
maybe even more, until it becomes really
internalized within you – keeping and observing Shabbat properly,
keeping kosher in-and-out of the home, living the Torah life.
In that
next stage, you meet personally with Rav Union, and – if he
emerges persuaded that your candidacy is rooted in a sincere readiness
to take on a Torah lifestyle (along with your significant other, if
there is one) – he assigns you books to read. I will
accompany you, as your sponsoring rav.
A month or two later,
when you feel you have read and mastered the assigned volumes and have
absorbed their essence, you would call Rav Union and ask that he set an
appointment for your initial meeting with a 3-rabbi panel (the “Beth
Din” or “Bayt Din”). The Rabbinical Panel typically
includes Rav Union and two other prominent rabbis. At that
meeting, again at the RCC’s Los Angeles offices, they get to know you,
too. Every three months or so thereafter, you travel to Los
Angeles, where the RCC office is based, and you again meet with the
Bayt Din. At each such meeting, they speak with you and
continue gauging your evolution.
I
often will accompany you, as your sponsoring rav.
Throughout this process,
every week, from the time that the RCC Rabbinical Panel decides
you are ready to start learning, you study at least twice
weekly here in Irvine –
once-weekly with a same-gender mentor in Irvine, whom RCC will designate for you as your personal mentor through the multi-year process, and
the other time each week at my Tuesday night Chumash-Rashi-Halakhah class from 7:30-9:00 p.m.
Over time, you learn –
you learn an enormous amount – and, much more importantly to the
process, you practice what you learn. You live what you
learn. You grow, and you evolve. In time, a conversion date
is set when the RCC Rabbinic Panel feels you are ready. The Beth
Din/Bayt Din makes that decision in consultation with your mentor and
with your sponsoring Rav (e.g., me).
If you think about it, American citizens who break American law retain their American citizenship. Felons may lose the franchise but not citizenship. Even the most disappointing Americans remain Americans, for better or worse. By contrast, immigrants to the United States who wish to naturalize – essentially, to “convert” to "Americans" -- must meet a higher, longer, more demanding, pure standard. The have to learn so much more about America. They have to pass tests and internalize the values. And you just know that few candidates for American citizenship can get done in fewer than several years. If the standards were not so demanding and time-extended, we would not have so many illegals, desperately bypassing the system.
So it is with Jews and Judaism. If the “significant other” will not live the lifestyle, then there can be no “conversion.” If the couple cannot live within walking distance of a Shul, then they cannot possibly attend Shabbat services at Shul every week in a manner that conforms to halakhah. Because, on Shabbat, a Jew must walk, not drive. And one must go to Shul.
There is no question but that our Torah-based standards and requirements reduce the number of people who opt to pursue a “conversion” course in our ranks. But every “convert” in our Torah community becomes a leader in the community of Torah fellowship because, once you are accepted into our community with your spouse, you not only "talk the talk" – but, omigosh, will you ever walk the walk! On Shabbat.
Within walking distance
of us, and within our Eruv, there are apartments to rent at
Parkwest
Apartments. There are condominia to rent or buy at
Rancho San
Joaquin Apartments. You may want to “Google” them and contact
them. This is what my wife and I had to do when we moved to
Irvine. This is what all Jews must do – we must live within
walking distance of a Shul. If we cannot afford to live within
walking distance of a Shul in Irvine, then we find another community,
more affordable, and live within walking distance of that Shul.
For some, it means leaving L.A. and moving to Seattle or Portland or
Cincinnati.
If you do opt to pursue
an Orthodox “conversion” from a residence based in Irvine, I would be
honored to act as your sponsoring Rav – the RCC’s representative in
Irvine – guiding you and your mentor, overseeing your progress, teaching
you, and welcoming you into my congregation’s life. Some of my
most meaningful relationships have arrived from this role.
A final word: money. I do not charge or accept any remuneration, payment, or other gift or emolument for time I devote to your “conversion” process as your sponsoring Rav. There are certain nominal fees that the RCC may charge, and your mentor may receive a fee. In all, you will find that the “conversion” framework is not viewed as a meaningful source of funding within the Orthodox Torah community. For us, the "conversion process" is not an avenue for funding. Rather, it is one more way we humbly endeavor to help repair the world -- by helping you on your journey, guiding you, teaching you, breaking bread with you, and eventually counting you and your future generations as "MOT"s -- full "Members of the Tribe."
And, yes, a conversion to Judaism through Young Israel of Orange County's conversion program will assure you that you, your spouse, your children, and theirs will be counted and accepted as full Jews anywhere and everywhere, including in Israel, now and for all time.
-- Rav Dov Fischer
Giyur.